Monday, November 21, 2005

Today, in a nutshell.


Yeah. This is about what I feel like telling today to do. You'll notice the eyes red from crying, the puffy face (although I did spare you from the Tammy Faye mascara).

So aside from your lovely comments. This is what today is reduced to in a nutshell.

20 Comments:

At 5:23 PM, Blogger Shinny said...

I have days like that too. Lucky you, have a digital camera that you can post those great pictures with. ;)
Hope you evening improves. Go have a glass of that expensive wine and curl up with a blanket, the cats, your husband and a good book.

 
At 5:41 PM, Blogger Ova Girl said...

I'm sorry April. Horrendous.

Your husband sounds so lovely, glad that you are getting that support and care.

 
At 6:19 PM, Blogger Lindy said...

Oh, fuck. I'm so sorry, April. And yes, I think you have every right to tell today to just fuck off already.

 
At 6:32 PM, Blogger Anna said...

You're right! Tell today to go fuck itself right in the ear!

I'm so sorry you're having such a crap day. But on the upside, you are hot, so there's always that. Feel better (more fudge, anyone?)

 
At 6:36 PM, Blogger Cricket said...

That picture's definitely worth a thousand words.

I'm so sorry.

 
At 7:17 PM, Blogger zhl said...

So sorry, April. I just got caught up and found your news. That sucks. I hope you can make it through the holiday.

 
At 8:38 PM, Blogger Mudbug said...

I am so sorry.

 
At 9:48 PM, Anonymous HoldingPattern said...

So sorry, April. I really am.

 
At 10:28 PM, Anonymous Lori said...

I'm so sorry. It all just sucks.

 
At 10:30 PM, Blogger Vacant Uterus said...

And here I thought I was the only one who ate desserts for breakfast.

Sorry that this is all such a roller-coaster for you both right now. Wouldn't it be nice if life came with a fast-forward button so you could just get to Wednesday already?

 
At 2:24 AM, Anonymous thalia said...

Oh yes, indeed. Giving the world the finger is the only thing you can do on days like this. Although sweetie you look pretty damn good for someone who's had the day that you've had.

Try not to do the: "BUt we had five follicles. If we can't get pregnant with five follicles when will we ever..." It doesn't help. Some follicles just don't turn into babies, it seems. It's not your fault, it's just one of the sucky things that the universe does to us. You have more time, more options. You don't need to feel ready to think about them right now, but they are out there.

Oh and your RE should make you wait out a cycle even if you hadn't hyperstimmed. The ovaries need a break so that you can avoid cysts etc. And you will stim better after a month off (probably).

 
At 7:30 AM, Blogger Lisa P. said...

Yeah, tell the universe to fuck off in every possible way. But keep doing it with fabulous hair; that'll show 'em.

I'm very sorry.

 
At 8:02 AM, Anonymous Mary Scarlet said...

Hi pretty. I'm so sorry that things have taken this turn. I can't wait for Wednesday to come either ... good luck. And being sidelined is no fun, I'm off until mid-Jan too, the only solace may be a normal holiday season without needles. Small comfort I know.

 
At 9:51 AM, Anonymous T said...

I'm sorry - but you do take a mighty fine, eye-puffless photo.

 
At 10:02 AM, Blogger Larisa said...

I am so so sorry. Say fuck off to whomever you please today, tomorrow, whenever. Thinking of you.

 
At 10:08 AM, Anonymous Jenn said...

I'm so sorry hon.

 
At 10:15 AM, Anonymous Molly said...

Oh, fuck. Well -- if you ask me -- at least you look hot while the world goes to fuck itself.

Sorry, April.

 
At 11:12 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

Oh April, so sorry for your agony!

Patti
http://redvelvetcake.typepad.com/maternal_instinct

 
At 12:20 PM, Blogger Mrs. T said...

I'm so sorry. This just completely sucks for you.

I agree with the others that you do not look like you've been shedding some tears. You are lovely!

 
At 6:06 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

honey, your hair ain't big. you dont know big hair unitl you meet a girl from the bronx. (said lovingly)

am sorry this is so hard. the words you share are always comforting to me.. to know that someone can articulate exactly how I feel too. thanks for putting it out there. Will continue to pray for you.

 

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